I don't remember much from childhood summers. I'm sure they were fun. I only remember more summer schooling than languid lounging. The closest beach to Dallas was six hours away, beaches were for lazy people according to my dad, and our industrious family culture thus carried on.
Weirdly, I do remember our short-lived Fourth of July tradition: crystal digging. Instead of driving six hours south to the murky Galveston shores, we'd drive the opposite distance up to Hot Springs, Arkansas. All in service to set up sweaty shop at a muddy crystal mine among the Ouachita mountains.
My best friend and I would swelter in clay mines while excavating uncut gems in ratty hand me downs and New Balance sneakers before retro was cool again and crystals got gooped. We'd squeal upon spotting a small hunk of quartz with its jagged imperfections, caked in mud and covered in orange iron stains. We'd lug buckets of dirty quartz back to the rental house for our dads to hose down. We'd marvel at our shiny loot.
Two decades later, I have no idea what happened to our crown jewels. I only know that they passed the original no bullshit radar: our simple third grader hearts, that cared about neither the spiritual richness of indigenous healing powers nor the manufactured marketing of touristy gift shops. Hearts for which evanescent glee was enough. The dopamine kick we got from crystal digging was somewhere in between seeing Dolly Parton at the neighbouring wax museum and buying kawaii stickers from the Japanese stationery store, which is to say: the joy is here today, gone tomorrow. The joy is—
Nostalgia, in landlocked summers.
Fun, for workaholics.
Magic, from being.